here we go

out of sheer desperation to change my post-pregnancy body, i have finally agreed to do the P-90X program with my husband.

god save me.

hospitals should prepare for my impending cardiac arrest.

i'll let you know how the first day went...if i'm still alive.

a deeper need

this blog has existed is the past for several reasons. as of late it has served as a placed dedicated to my pregnancy and now my son. granted, i'm awful about updating things often. i know this.

today i am in need of a different blog... onewhere i can talk about the crap that is consuming my mind every day. mainly my struggles wth weight and the subsequent warped mind-fuck i'm experiencing. it's pretty bad right now, so this is going to be my way of coping.

more to come.